Urghh, Dilemma

oh my.. when was the last time i had this uneasy feeling.. man, can't recall though.. but still, it isn't something rosey for me to handle.. what choice should i make?? what are the correct phrases should i say?? what this what that?? man, i'm stuck in the middle of a road goin nowhere but on the chair i'm sitting now.. darn..

Ayah:

we're going to head off to malacca next saturday on the CNY holiday break. we're going to attend a wedding, my couzin's wedding. if i'm not mistaken anak mak long, Abg Toyy kot laa. and we're going to spend a night at the nearby challet&have a wonderful scrumptious BBQ with our other caouzins&uncles&aunties..

"Qeela kene ader skali k. Dh lame tak holiday same with ayah's family..", said ayah.

Umie:

we're going to help Fabian out and earn some good money on Valentines, selling&giving off the roses. you can earn some extra pocket money that is reasonably good. and since we're short of human power, we'd be glad if u could join and help us out on tha day also the night before to pack things up.

"if can no need la go Malacca. if you go pun, you're not close to ur couzins anywhere. and knowing u, you'd be mumbling all the night and not enjoy the night..", said umie.

Now, how am i confuse who's heart and hopes should i take the considerations.. my³. ohh am i so blooody confuse with the situation.. damnit! i totally dislike this kind of situation. i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! they're both my parents. they're both very³ superly close to me.. what should i do.. what choice should i make.. what moves should i take.. urrggh, DILEMMA!!

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

A Thoughtful Trigger..

firstly, i'd like to inform that this story wasn't any of my writtings nor related to my life. i've read it somewhere which i just couldn't remmebr where. but, to be honest, it touched my heart.. i just couldn't imagine if i were in the guy's shoes.. or myb the girl after things happen.. so guys,do enjoy..

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.

She told her boyfriend, ‘If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was
able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, ‘Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?’

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn’t expected that. The thought of looking at them rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying:

‘Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.’

OMG, can u just imagine for minute if u were the guy?? would u ever bow down to ur senses and feelings of love towrds the one n only human that u really³ care the entire of ur life?? goodness gracious Lord Allah, i beg for forgiveness from u to always give me the stregth whenever things are rough for me.. what story to keep me on the right track.. again i would like to say that do cherish whatever that u have at hand..

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MyLover...

i'd like to have this opportunity to tell u how much i love u. i do really³ love u baby.. and i'm trully sorry if what i said before hurt u bad. u know i sometimes loose my temper kan baby.. i'm sorry k baby.. do take my appology as i know i was wrong.. i'm sorry.. i love u.. i love u so much..

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

Daddy is Back =D

.D.A.D.D.Y.i.s.B.A.C.K

oyea²!! my daddy is back!! how im SOOOOOO GLAD that he's back here in Kajang from Penang. ouhh wow!! he's gonna work so near to my college.. it's the time now that finally i can have lunch with him like we used to. me Looooo000IIIKkkkeeE!!!

oh man, Encik Annuar Mohd Noor aka AYAH is back!!! can't be happier than that! gotta thank Allah swt for this. TQ so much for bringing my daddy back working near my family and siblings. thanx so much for all these GREATNESS u give me.. thanx for everything.. AMINNN..

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar~2nd child of MrAnnuar~