oh my.. when was the last time i had this uneasy feeling.. man, can't recall though.. but still, it isn't something rosey for me to handle.. what choice should i make?? what are the correct phrases should i say?? what this what that?? man, i'm stuck in the middle of a road goin nowhere but on the chair i'm sitting now.. darn..
Ayah:
we're going to head off to malacca next saturday on the CNY holiday break. we're going to attend a wedding, my couzin's wedding. if i'm not mistaken anak mak long, Abg Toyy kot laa. and we're going to spend a night at the nearby challet&have a wonderful scrumptious BBQ with our other caouzins&uncles&aunties..
"Qeela kene ader skali k. Dh lame tak holiday same with ayah's family..", said ayah.
Umie:
we're going to help Fabian out and earn some good money on Valentines, selling&giving off the roses. you can earn some extra pocket money that is reasonably good. and since we're short of human power, we'd be glad if u could join and help us out on tha day also the night before to pack things up.
"if can no need la go Malacca. if you go pun, you're not close to ur couzins anywhere. and knowing u, you'd be mumbling all the night and not enjoy the night..", said umie.
Now, how am i confuse who's heart and hopes should i take the considerations.. my³. ohh am i so blooody confuse with the situation.. damnit! i totally dislike this kind of situation. i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! they're both my parents. they're both very³ superly close to me.. what should i do.. what choice should i make.. what moves should i take.. urrggh, DILEMMA!!
XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar
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