Technically True

This poem was nominated by UN as the best poem of 2006, Written by an

African Kid :

When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you gray

And you calling me colored?

*so what now? have something to say? feel free to do so peeps :)

I'm Better of..........

Read it.

Understand it.

Digest it.

Swallow it.

And just Remember the facking shit out of u damn fool.

IM BETTER OF ON MY OWN.. (with friends)

hahhaa~

Just Another Day

There's nothing much I can say anymore.

I have walked a distance and

The path is different once again.

Wishing we'd do the best out of everything.

Wishing you'd understand why.

There's thousands of questions with no definite answers.

Even I have no power to that.

All I can say and for us to remember.

Hold your breath; just trace a smile.

Am sure you'd be alright because

It's just another day for you to see the world.

XOXOXO,

AqeelaAnnuar

Discharged

well finally! I'm back home after an unpleasant night in the hospital. went there to do a minor surgery for the "fatty mutant" inside my body right below my right shoulder. alhamdulillah, the surgery went smoothly okay without any complications.

^special credits to my superb doctor; Mr Ahmad Sudirman bin Salleh^

but like the doctor said, although I'm 19, I'm still a baby girl when it comes to finding veins. wanna know why, my veins was difficult to trace and was just too delicate that the doctor had to use the baby's IV droplets needle for me. woww! still a baby girl I am huh. :D

fair enough the hospital's hospitality was awesomely great, but you know, just as I was about to fall in a deep beautiful sleep, came a patient suffering from a denggi fever. OMG. the noise i tell you.... tested my patience to the worst! urghh!!

so now that I'm back home, just need to be a little more stronger to stand with the wound's itchiness of healing process. damn it's ITCHY!!

and to my darling sweetheart Acap, umi, fabian, akak, daddy, nenek, and KakMaria, thanx so much for the visit. it meant a lot though it was not necessary for you guys to come. I appreciate it a lot. first time in a hospital. first time getting my unblemished skin stitched. first time receiving sick visits from the loved ones. a first time experienced remembered until the last seconds of my breath! ilysm people...

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

Cooking It, Part1

since I'm gonna be emitted to KPJ Kajang this coming Friday morning for a Lil tinny-whinny surgery, I'm taking all chances i have to eat all the delicious food i want. while i can though. HAHA! so, as usual for dinner, I'm the BIGG STAR of the evening. what did i do? i COOK!!

Dish No1: Stir Fried Bak Choy with Fish Ball in Fish Sauce


The Ingredients:-
3 ties of fresh bak choy
8 fish balls (cut in halves)
1 clove of garlic (sliced as thinly as u possibly can)
5 spoonfuls of fish sauce
fried shallots & garlic for garnish
a dollop of water
some oil to fry

Preparations:-
1. Heat the oil in a heavy duty pan. Saute the garlic together with the fish balls until golden brown.
2. Throw in the bak choy, some water and the fish sauce. Stir all of it together. Close the lid and leave to simmer.
3. Place it in a nice dish and ready to serve!


Dish No2: Honey Orange+Ginger Glazed Chicken & Carrots topped with herbs


The Ingredients:-
8-9 pieces of chicken
2 carrots (roughly sliced to same cooking time)
3 spoonfuls of ground ginger (finely chopped)
2/3 cup of orange juice
1/3 cup of orange marmalade
2 spoonfuls of lemon juice (can be replaced with limau nipis)
some butter to fry
salt & pepper for taste
spring onion/oregano for garnish

Preparations:-
1. Brown the chicken pieces in hot non-stick skillet. Turn it frequently to avoid blacken the meat.
2. Put the carrots to cook together. Season the chicken with some salt and pepper.
3. Pour in the orange juice together with the marmalade, lemon juice and ground ginger. Simmer on a low heat for 25-30 minutes.
4. Place the cooked dish in a nice big plate and top it with the herbs. Ready to be served for 4-6 pax.


So people, don't just read or look at the photo. get your lazy butts up and try the dish out! trying something new is never boring. it adds colours to your taste buds! =D till the next recipes..

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

Arabian Night

For not having proper meal the whole day, so later then, i had a wonderful fantasticca Arabic dinner with the entire family. there was everyone in the extended family except for Abang who couldn't make it as he had some other errands to do. however, for us those who joined the dinner, damnn it was beautiful! yess indeeed, a beautiful family dinner.. and here it is where pictures do paint thousands of words.......

-Sacred Dance of the Stomach-

and yessss. i totally agree. it looks soooo GOODILICIOUS ayte.. just imagine the succulent Arabic roasted chicken melts in your mouth.. the softness of the flash, the tastiness of the spices mixed together, the aroma of the rice eaten together with the tomato chatni.. zaiiisshh!! it was a total MammaMiaFantastico dinner. yess indeed again, it's MOUHTWATERING, DELECIOUS, SCRUMPTIOUS, and deffinitely GLUMPTIOUSS meal for the hungry 11members pack of family. oh and not to forget, i had to wait for my Chocolate Mou Ice Cream for ages. and while waiting, we MOUed aloud enjoying ourselves to the fullest! =D

-Family Pride-

and since I've been craving for quite a while to have rice for dinner together with my family, this was a great kill for having both birds killed with a stone. look at them. these are the faces and souls that are dear to my heart for aeonian! (yess of course baby, including you my darling KungFuPanda, PoPo) :)

-The After Partyy-

Still can't get enough. we had a YUMMYSSZHHAMMY teh tarik at Sri Neelas Tmn Desa. how the time passes by so fast envying us who enjoyed every minute spent together! a moment remembered forever. my dear family... we gotta do this more often!!!


My KungFuPanda..
how i hope for u to come back sooner. u could have join us for dinner. and i know you would enjoy the food along with the company. umi asked bout u. so does kakmaria. :D so hunn, when u get back do gimme a call/text ayte. need to hear from you. n i missed u forcing me up from bed early in the morn. I've been waking up quite late since u left. like really late at 12 in the aftrnoon. heeee. :D i miss u!


XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

Darling Violette

Baby, baby, baby..it's been almost 3days without any msgs or calls. what more an mms or 3G. i'm growing weaker and weaker as the days go by.. can't wait till my baby get back. ohh how i miss baby soooo much! baby went for a family retreat in Ternganu. they went for a camp.. *sigh*

- AshraafulAqeelAmran -

but baby, i'd like to say thank you for being such a dear last friday morning. nobody ever done that to me nor ummi. it's great that u accompanied us to the hospital. i really apprciated it. thanx for giving the support i needed. and thanx to you too baby, i manage to keep myself steady though i was in total panic! LOL. and the evening we went for late lunch at Mines, it was a total pleasure for me to bring u out for lunch. n btw, u look great with that GREY MONSTER by ur side. looks just like u!

anyways honey, i just want u to know that i do really love u so much although u wern't here on Valentines. no big deal really. as long as i have the recorded audio before u left, i'd be fine as long as it takes for u to come back. and oh, i have a suprise for u back at home.. =D love u lotss darl!

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

Urghh, Dilemma

oh my.. when was the last time i had this uneasy feeling.. man, can't recall though.. but still, it isn't something rosey for me to handle.. what choice should i make?? what are the correct phrases should i say?? what this what that?? man, i'm stuck in the middle of a road goin nowhere but on the chair i'm sitting now.. darn..

Ayah:

we're going to head off to malacca next saturday on the CNY holiday break. we're going to attend a wedding, my couzin's wedding. if i'm not mistaken anak mak long, Abg Toyy kot laa. and we're going to spend a night at the nearby challet&have a wonderful scrumptious BBQ with our other caouzins&uncles&aunties..

"Qeela kene ader skali k. Dh lame tak holiday same with ayah's family..", said ayah.

Umie:

we're going to help Fabian out and earn some good money on Valentines, selling&giving off the roses. you can earn some extra pocket money that is reasonably good. and since we're short of human power, we'd be glad if u could join and help us out on tha day also the night before to pack things up.

"if can no need la go Malacca. if you go pun, you're not close to ur couzins anywhere. and knowing u, you'd be mumbling all the night and not enjoy the night..", said umie.

Now, how am i confuse who's heart and hopes should i take the considerations.. my³. ohh am i so blooody confuse with the situation.. damnit! i totally dislike this kind of situation. i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! they're both my parents. they're both very³ superly close to me.. what should i do.. what choice should i make.. what moves should i take.. urrggh, DILEMMA!!

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

A Thoughtful Trigger..

firstly, i'd like to inform that this story wasn't any of my writtings nor related to my life. i've read it somewhere which i just couldn't remmebr where. but, to be honest, it touched my heart.. i just couldn't imagine if i were in the guy's shoes.. or myb the girl after things happen.. so guys,do enjoy..

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.

She told her boyfriend, ‘If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was
able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, ‘Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?’

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn’t expected that. The thought of looking at them rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying:

‘Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.’

OMG, can u just imagine for minute if u were the guy?? would u ever bow down to ur senses and feelings of love towrds the one n only human that u really³ care the entire of ur life?? goodness gracious Lord Allah, i beg for forgiveness from u to always give me the stregth whenever things are rough for me.. what story to keep me on the right track.. again i would like to say that do cherish whatever that u have at hand..

<>

MyLover...

i'd like to have this opportunity to tell u how much i love u. i do really³ love u baby.. and i'm trully sorry if what i said before hurt u bad. u know i sometimes loose my temper kan baby.. i'm sorry k baby.. do take my appology as i know i was wrong.. i'm sorry.. i love u.. i love u so much..

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

Daddy is Back =D

.D.A.D.D.Y.i.s.B.A.C.K

oyea²!! my daddy is back!! how im SOOOOOO GLAD that he's back here in Kajang from Penang. ouhh wow!! he's gonna work so near to my college.. it's the time now that finally i can have lunch with him like we used to. me Looooo000IIIKkkkeeE!!!

oh man, Encik Annuar Mohd Noor aka AYAH is back!!! can't be happier than that! gotta thank Allah swt for this. TQ so much for bringing my daddy back working near my family and siblings. thanx so much for all these GREATNESS u give me.. thanx for everything.. AMINNN..

XOXOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar~2nd child of MrAnnuar~

what a sweat?!

-A Day at The Yu Hua Park-

*what a park.. now that we're arrived, let's get rollin babyh! yeehaaaah!*

*Little Iskandar Dzulkarnain enjoying himself at the park.. and i was honoured to be takin care of this rascal boyy of MissDiyanaAnnuar*

*wait².. i too do have the interest of toning down okay.. and this is what i get. a couple of kilos lost under 30mins of exercising for Once In a Yellow Moon!*

*little miss Dalila Irwanie is a Scaryy Kitten! pls don't mind her. she kept yelling "mommy², iyo dunno how to walk kt ats kayu nie!!!!" OMG, a total disaster...

*the ice-cream bike!! we're surelly have a great SWEET TOOTH. zhummmmmmyyyyy!!

*while i was lying down feeling so lethargic, suddenly i cought the glimpse of a RAInnny ANGEL..

time to head home kiddos.. we still hve other plans down at grannys..

so there you go. after so long not having a good breakout for some exercise, this was it. what a great feeling of letting out some SWEAT!!! i bet gotta do this more often. its a TOTAL AWESOMENESS!!! <>

XOXOXO,

AqeelaAnnuar, future FITNESS junkie

BurppDayy Blast!

-The BirthDay Girl-

to Naqiyah Azra'aie,

HAPPY 19TH BDAY darlingku naqiyah. well kakak kecik, you're gettting older by the year honey. nothing that i can give u apart from wishing you all the happiness on ur birthday. i promise when u get back to kajang, i'll treat u something k. and we can have a long chat like that night. =D

Nonetheless dear, it's time to grow up but don't take a big great leap no. do enjoy ur young days to the fullest. btw, i have something to light up ur day sayang. take a look and rmmber this day despite whoever took the photo ayte. the past shall remain down the dark alley kat LORONG HJ TAIB, KUALA LUMPUR.. (nothing in refernce btw. just a stupid dumb exmple to name an alley)

..BitterSweetChocolatteMemories..

so no that you're a year older than before and about 2 week older than me, i'd like to see u even STRONGER than the night u confessed to me bout how bad n weak you were in your life. ok honey?? till here. happy birthday again..

LOTSSA ♥ n XOXO,
AqeelaAnnuar

360'c of Aggravation!

the refined definition:the act of aggravating, or making worse, or the condition of being aggravated.

so now, what's the big deal with the noun? OMG, let me give an overview with the whole thing. easier to understand no? and here it is.. :-

"The List"
1. 25Jan10, 12pm,
Intercultural Communication presentation

2. 26Jan10, 8am,
Psychology of Communication presentation

3. 26Jan10, 12pm,
Principles of Management midterm exam

4. 27Jan10, 10am,
Grammar in Action II quiz

5. 28Jan10, 12pm,
Corporate Communication final presentation

6. 9Feb10, 12pm,
submission of Principles of Management final report

7. 8Feb10, 12pm,
Intercultural Communication midterm exam

8. 11Feb10, 12pm,
Corporate Communication Practice I case study discussion

9. 13Feb-20Feb, holiday break

u get what I'm trying to say? u should by now. and not just that. what bout other chores that i too need to take care of? like for example yaa, say, pick my younger brother from school and send him for tuition, pick my sister up when she's done with work in Ampang, pick up my other two rascal niece&nephew. apart from preparing dinner for the whole family where sometimes they might be home n sometimes not. it's like cooking for an army who's not bound with promises of returning home. there, that's it. i guess so.

aiyayai.. what a life. not even married yet, but my life is like one eyh. it's k i guess. at least i could learn how to manage things and be the almost perfect *ALL ROUNDER* in my future days ayte? AWESOME PAWSOME!

lets now pray that i could always hope for the best apart from preparing for the worst. oh my.. what a phrase.. *sigh*


by,
AqeelaAnnuar
prey of AGGRAVATION monster!

A Message..

*a girl was just about to go out to rturn a CD to her other half when a black Viva stopped by to ask some directions. so then later after she got back home, she received a msg....


boy: next time if sumbdy asks u for directions, pls don't be so brave. they might have some bad intensions and we don't even know bout it. and pls be decent with ur clothing. u can never trust any man. not even me. to an extend though..
girl: ok. oh btw, it wasn't my intention to do so. gonna do my work now.
boy: hurm ok. i'll be asleep then..

*and few minutes later........*

boy: i'm sorry. it doesn't really matter if u didn't do it in ur intention. just that i want u to be more cautious.. while i'm still here, i'll always tell whenever i need to.. later when i'm far away from u, who would be there to look after u...


the girl then stopped doing her work and started wondering what the boy meant. at first she was agitated till she finally remembered what she had looked, before she went to see him. a file of complete medical check and it wasn't something that is an ease to the eyes nor to the heart of somebody who actually really loves him.

what if that was the last time she'll ever receive a msg from him. what if that was the last phone call. what if that was the last time she'll ever hold his hands and see his face. what if... what if... everything is questioned as what if..




sometimes, we just dont' realize treasures that we have at hand. we tend to forget and only when it is missing, we go crazy searching for it. if only we're lucky, we're reunited with it. but, what if it's already too late? will we have a chance to turn back time? no, we will not. the worst enemy when things go wrong is time. they envy us like nobody ever envy u. always girl, always, CHERISH what u have in hand...



yesterday was hitory, tomorow is a mystery, and today is a gift. that's why it is called PRESENT <33 Master Oogway of KungFu PAnda

2in ONE miracles!

sometimes, somewhere, in the world, without any prior notice, miracles do happen before our sight. though it wasn't something that happened directly to me, still it is a miracle up till today. and the Al-Mighty chose 06 January 2010 for the miracle to take its place in the counting days of the year.

how can u fit a parent's annual marriege anniversary with the birthday of their one n only grandson? a lil boy who's turning 3 n dream of becoming The Next Batman together with my parent's 4th year anniversary. =D
does this happen to people everyday or is it really a MIRACLE for a family who longed for total ECLISPE of HAPPINESS?

♠ an Anniversary + a Birthday ♠


well, there u go for a family full of CHARACTER n ATTITUDE just like mine. how i'm glad to be placed in the world with my family n only to my own. can't imagine living with someone else's house though..

p/s: Happy 4th Great Anniversary to *UMI n FABIAN* and a Happy 3rd Bday to *ISKANDAR DZULKARNAIN*.. qeela ♥ u so much!


XOXOXO,
Qeela aka auntie La

ilysm bigg sis!

.A Special Day for Her.


a handful of your fav bigg choclate cake just for u kak! nyumm nyumm!



Happy B'day to u. Happy B'day to u. Happy B'day to my kakak.. Happy B'day to u!!!

what more can i say. she's my sister. my one n only sister. i just wanna let u know that dispite my irritating attitude and all the nonsense i did to, those wre what sisters like us should be. if u disagree with me, try imagine me not being me. can u live with that? lonely days with no one else to bugg u. :D

anyways, on this special day, i do hope u have lotsa fun and enjoy this day to the fullest. thanx so much for being there when i needed u the most. u might not be reading this blog, but whatever it is, i do want u to have this day, the 3rd of January 2010 all for yourself. last but not least, love u kak!

XOXOXO,
crazy lil sis,Qeela